what's random stays random

Secondhand Serenade :)

2011-03-17T11:14:00.000+08:00

John Vesely :)

Free Movie

2010-11-10T22:21:00.004+08:00

This is how you win free passes,

*click to enlarge*

and after that you plan to not show up :D haha

nicee

Paramore Live in Malaysia!

2010-10-23T17:52:00.002+08:00

And so Paramore came to Malaysia!!! :D

A signed ticket stub from Kay Jen! from their showcase in Singapore

Decode.

Still picture from The Only Exception set (:

And then..suddenly Paramore announced that they will be coming to Malaysia!! *screamssss*

19/10/2010

Flowers from a baby girl to Hayley on her arrival at KLIA

4 tickets!

The Crowd

The screen from where i was at.

Gonna upload more later when I got pics

The box says it all

They had Flares on that night

Zac Farro!!!

awesome drummer

Hayley's front

& back

Pictures from Junk :

Jeremy Davis! Bassist.did a backflip during the concert

nice

Josh Farro.. Lead Guitarist..

which was missing from the tour at Singapore

I like his guitar D: i wan one myself now

Ended with Confetti!!

People I went with;

Sophira, Kay Jen, Joshua, Evan

had an awesome time there

Me and Jen :)

me and Sarah :)

View from Hayley's room-

Hilton KL

Hands down the most awesome concert ever!

Gonna remember this for the rest of my life. Had a great time with the people there. The atmosphere was just awesome! Realized the day after when Hayley twitpic the view from the room, that i was at KL Sentral after the concert. Could've stalk them.heh

Setlist:
1. Brand New Eyes Tour Intro
2. Ignorance
3. For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic
4. That's What You Get
5. Emergency
6. Playing God
7. Careful

Acoustic
8. Cover: You Ain't Woman Enough To Steal My Man Play
9. When It Rains
10. Misguided Ghosts
11. Where The Lines Overlap

12. Crushcrushcrush
13. Looking Up
14. Feeling Sorry
15. Decode
16. Pressure
17. The Only Exception

Encore:
18. Brick By Boring Brick
19. Misery Business

Dont ever think there'll be anything more awesome than this :D

LOL soccernet

2010-05-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

Fabregas: I'm off!

Wenger: There is no escape. Don't make me destroy you. You do not yet realize your importance. You have only begun to discover your power. Join me and I will complete your training. With our combined strength, we can end this destructive conflict and bring order to the galaxy... er... I mean football.

Fabregas: I'll never join you!

Wenger: If you only knew the power of the Arsenal. Pat Rice never told you what happened to your father.

Fabregas: He told me enough.

Wenger: I am your father.

Fabregas: No. No. That's not true! That's impossible!

Wenger: Search your feelings. You know it to be true.

hahahahahahahahah!!!!! (:

Let's try and use imagination

imy

2010-05-28T13:31:00.002+08:00

You've been gone for what, 2 weeks and my life already sucks.
well, cant talk to you so much around and all since texting from there is expensive.
maybe you could share this blog with me (: like last time

imy lots

i still think the one i edited looks better (:

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Every Now And Then I Fall Apart

2010-05-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

And I need you now tonight

And I need you more than ever

And if you'll only hold me tight

We'll be holding on forever

~~you know who you are~~

Miserable at Best

2010-05-15T14:26:00.002+08:00

Why Malaysia so damn tilted

just heard this on Malaysia tv music Channel

I'll play and you sing (:

You're all that I hoped to find

Airplanes

2010-05-15T14:21:00.003+08:00

which is better?

damn tilted that most people never heard the second part -.-"

Part one
B.o.B feat Hayley Williams

Part two
B.o.B ft Eminem and Hayley Williams

to me.second part owns the most.soz for all the losers out there who never heard of the second part or think the first part is better

(:

Airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars

Those Days Are Gone

2010-05-15T14:10:00.002+08:00

past week and all..

whenever wherever

Ng's Grandfather's 80th birthday

Krys & Ken

Ken

Ken Ben

Po Po in the background on the left

Kevin.Samad-ian

what i wore. didnt wear the tie though

The event and all was alright

Spent most of the time with Ken, who was only here for like 4days. tilting me off much..

miss the food and time spent with him.

and now the whole family went back

guess life is gonna be diff..

but good memories with them

outings with them.. so much for being Furniture (:

without them..

Every now and then I fall apart

i could really use a wish right now....

John eating rice..

Paramore concert ticket with Hayley's signature

Ridin' solo

And i need you now tonight....

Finished Chem

Math spree much?

SAT thingy. worse thing i receive through mail

Should i send his pics in for modelling? heh

Nikon D5000

Hoping Cesc stays

Mark's birthday party

somehow radio station loves me lots by giving me stuff..next up.Usher cd

oh.anyone wants a China phone, N95 8GB.find me

What will you wish for if you had one chance?

Airplanes ♥

2010-05-05T19:41:00.002+08:00

B.o.B ft Eminem and Hayley William!!!

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

teaser

2010-05-04T17:26:00.003+08:00

enlarge if you cant see it

gonna update tmr or soon.

two more days (:

Girl everything I do is for you

Pyramid!!

2010-04-30T18:59:00.000+08:00

Gj by Iyaz (:

listen to it all day and not bored of it

Wishing every moment froze

Now I just wanna let you know

Earthquakes can't shake us

Cyclones can't break us

Hurricanes can't take away our love

Do You Ever....

2010-04-22T17:41:00.001+08:00

Think bout life and why is it so hard..LOL!!!!!

wtf am i talking about

Quite lazy these days.
Been studying but not that hard.
Probly spend another month in School -.- FML!

neways, the week was quite tiring and all.

easter was alright!

Friendship isnt bout who you've known the longest

it's who came and never left ♥

you know who you are (:

Arsenal got trashed at Nou Camp by Messi

yeahh.im damn pissed with myself..cmon

14books of math.like never ending.wait

i never started.gonna start it NOW .i mean it

science and language arts.byebye

focus on math all the way and im done

Ng's coming back.Movies out
Toy Story 1&2 in 3D anyone? :D

3.15hours with a 5mins break in between where Pixar will be showing a commercial!! ahhh

I wish you were here with me tonight

Runaway Love

2010-04-10T23:04:00.001+08:00

Forced to think that Hell is a place called home

Trailers

2010-04-07T16:00:00.000+08:00

Write it all down, that way, we will be with each other all the time
even if we're not with each other at all

Letter number 8
Letter number 33

Tatum is ♥

~~It's not out here yet~~
):

Some people learn to dance
Others are born to..

One move can set a whole Generation free!

Let's GO!

2010-04-05T18:14:00.001+08:00

Angels Cry

2010-03-30T17:47:00.001+08:00

Lightning don't strike the same place twice

Let's bring it back

2010-03-30T17:33:00.002+08:00

anyways, ceebs with the blog (this and Another) nowadays.

studying getting intense.. I know I always say that, but this time it's indeed different

Ng's coming back already.

Mark Ridic birthday tmr.gonna get broke taking him and Sebi out for Pizza

Thursday- Clash of the Titans with the two jokers mention above.

what a week

Oh, been raining TOO much, and I've been sleeping TOO much.

playing Guitar in church TOO much.hahha.that's a lot of TOO

It may not mean nothing to y'all

But understand nothing was done for me
So I don't plan on stopping at all

I want this shit forever mine, ever mine, ever mine

5 years and counting.

2010-03-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

Thanks for being here in my life

Definitely made a difference (:

p.s sorry if i always crap too much

thanks for bearing with me

p.s.s we need a pic together!

Make me feel better when I'm feeling sad
Tell me that I'm special even though I know I'm not
Make me feel good when it hurts so bad
Barely getting mad
I'm so glad i found you
I love being around you

Randoms here and there

2010-03-14T15:29:00.004+08:00

damn im old :/

from Kel (:

heh

Great friend wont let you do stuff alone

Coach's son + President Anti-Zarau (PAZ)

Thanks to everyone that wished me (:

why did we say goodbye?

Life..

2010-03-11T23:45:00.001+08:00

When life hits you in the face..

you eat....

Grape Marshmallow!

when i'm feeling bored and bored and erm, wanna go somewhere to enjoy..

best friends (in cyber world)

best cybercafe

what more can i ask for huh?

Movies once in a while

~~well, alone la right? nice somewhat~~
as this journey ends and another one begins,
startin to ponder where would life take me
ain't everything bout fate and having faith to pull through?

trying to wonder why most of the friends i need are overseas and not here with me.
who i got here..Kaili, Mark, Sebi, Kay Jen, Debbie (probly, maybe), Shan Lyn, Ian
these few people are those always there for me, though most of the time they make me feel alright, it's just good enough to have people there when you need someone around
and there's Kenneth, a person that would do anything to make me happy and all, he's a mark of a true friend i had these few years.
Friends overseas like Roanne and Su Yi, both who can make my day anytime.
just by talking to them makes me happy, somewhat
others like Krystin and Kelly, in Australia, make my day with songs that are just cool.
wish to have all of them around, but cant at this moment. one by one they come back, and then leave again.

sometimes i know that im so alone cuz of the way i am.
i just cant change myself to fit in, why? cuz im that way.hate it, love it, whatever you want

so yeah, here's the last post on my 18years, 364days (right??)
gonna sigh off.
gotta spam my studies now

to all that i mention above, know that i hope we can stay like this for a long as life takes us.
nothing i would ever do to lose this friendship we have

♥ to all who sees this

thank you to my family too for raising me so long.
lotsa ups and downs there, but that's what family are like right?

signing off.last of eighteen
-[smk]-

I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away my bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do something stupid
And you still stay with me

Brand New Eyes

2010-03-09T15:14:00.000+08:00

Here's Where the Lines Overlap,
between All I Wanted and The Only Exception.
I know we can't be Looking up, Playing God nor be Feeling Sorry.
We're like Misguided Ghosts whose lives are build on Brick By Boring Brick.
We cant be Ignorance but these feelings we have to be Careful
to Turin It Off and Decode them

what is ♥?

2010-03-09T14:10:00.000+08:00

if only math was this easy (:

Turn this place into our private getaway

2010-02-28T14:25:00.002+08:00

This time we're not giving up

Let's make it last forever

My Heart

2010-02-28T01:01:00.001+08:00

This heart,

It beats,

Beats for only you

Engkau begitu sempurna..

Mv

2010-02-27T17:11:00.002+08:00

Beautiful songs

Acoustic version is better (:

An Indonesian song. cant embed cuz disabled.sad.but nice song.

OST to the Indonesian movie Love, in that move, was sang by Gita Gutawa

Sempurna:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8zUMeCw99HU&feature=related

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku

tak kan mampu menghadapi semua

Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Book of Eli

2010-02-27T16:59:00.002+08:00

Quite an interesting movie.bout this guy protecting the last Bible in the end days.

Walking for 30years, from the East coast to the West coast to reach a city of people who are worthy to read it.

Fight scenes and all.made it 18pl. i think

1hour40mins.not a bad movie. either is it that great.

Who will Sing?

2010-02-26T15:49:00.005+08:00

as some people would have known.i won a pair of passes for Paramore Live in Singapore.
concert's on the 7th of March

here's why and how i won it.

Why.
1) to show others how easy is it to win ..yeah right
2) to get the passes for you (:
3) because i can

How.
1) Download Paramore's Brick By Boring Brick ringtone
2) spam my phone battery by listening to radio
3) spam my phone credit
4) call in and ask lotsa crap
5) disturb radio DJs all day long

but it's all worth it, no? (:

got the call from Jin from Hitz on Wednesday night, went kinda hyper, but couldnt scream and all.duh..national radio -.-" ahha. actually i do sound dead on radio

if you're happy, i'm happy. (:

Paramore!!

as i cant go for it. was think of transfering it but..sadly cant cuz of crap up stuff
so im really really sorry. maybe next time i would win it under your name

actually.everything you read is quite bull.of cos you're going! (:
of cos it was hard talking bout transfering and all.spent lotsa time on that alone.but the main point is that you're happy

have fun there.tell me bout it aights?

Somehow every thing's gonna fall right into place

If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday

what more can i do?

2010-02-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

I am still painting flowers for you,

I am still painting flowers for you.

(:

2010-02-23T20:32:00.001+08:00

(click to enlarge)

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

i wanna wanna go go PARAMORE!!

2010-02-23T16:23:00.002+08:00

Paramore live in Singapore
city of the lion (?) rawrr

two ways to win
Hitz.fm (best radio station)
Download Brick By Boring Brick as your caller ringtone
Register.if Jin calls, win..sounds easy eh?

Fly fm.
Mashup of 3 Paramore songs.
guess all right/ the most right in the fastest time wins.

you judge, which one easier

Wallpaper on my phone!

Hayley..

♥

please please i wanna win
but cant go anyway..pshhh.stupid effort

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find

this is ♥

2010-02-21T15:45:00.000+08:00

It could be about us

The Only Exception

2010-02-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't

Let go of what's in front of me here

ahhh...

2010-02-18T10:26:00.004+08:00

what a boring cny.as always for me
spent time visiting relatives and family friends.
cookies after cookies after cookies.
angpaos doesnt really matter
phone speaker got spoiled
cant go cc
work for Saturday canceled for me cuz only one person needed

pretty lil girl (:

Dianna!!

dont tell me you dont know who she is -.-"

Shot from Paramore's The Only Exception upcoming mv

loving Paramore more and more

Random stuff from Nuffnang.
i love Pie! ~~charts~~

ps. please my rm200 come now!

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never last
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face

Homework + CNY + boredom

2010-02-15T18:57:00.001+08:00

every Chinese New Year is getting more boring than the year before.

i dont really care bout angpaos and all anymore

getting older huh?! pshhh

gotta study real hard during this hols..~~and im in cc /: bullshit~~

Working this Sat.

with Brendon and Brandon

wedding event or something?

how i know.just say any work i'll do.

kau tim no?! (:

Nothing on You and Vanilla Twilight

both these songs stuck in my head..

blahh

Happy S.A.D ppl!!

if you dont know what that is. -.-" phail much

Single Awareness Day

best day ever

The stars lean down to kiss you,

and i lie awake and miss you

Nothing On You

2010-02-14T13:57:00.000+08:00

But you shouldnt worry what they say

what a time..

2010-02-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

down to two movies that me, Mark, and Sebi suppose to watch today.
either this two or canton movies, which i know sure they wont want to

in the end we watched Wolfman.
valentine's day would be too gay for 3guys to watch together eh?

but you're gay wert... - Mark
Ridic much?!

movie was at 3.30.suppose to meet Sebi at 2.30, take a cab.pick Mark up, then OU

BUT
being this thing called Malaysian.they tend to be late, MR SEBASTIAN SAW especially.
taking his own sweet malaysian time..delay from 2.30, showering summore.great

met up around 3.took a cab.picked Mark up from his place.went ou.Jam! great eh? cab fare was rm11 + rm1 cuz extra place.they made me pay. -.-" say cuz im the oldest.zzz

managed to kiss A** the person at the Gold Class counter to sell me tickets for the movie.

Movie at 3.30.
Ticket bought at 3.30
-.-"

pool a lil after that.loser pay.smart right? Mark only had 11bucks with him. tsktsk
movie wasn't that awesome, but didnt really suck too.
Del Toro!
dont tell me you dont know who is that

freak gonna miss Mark when he goes back to NS. oh well

The only purple stuff i have.
and
supposingly i love purple alot

Chinese New Year.

anyone?
sick of hearing chinese new year songs when i go to shopping malls and they blast that chinese music loud.dangg
sad time of the year.cant wear BLACK.wth

Seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything

so what?

2010-02-12T01:20:00.001+08:00

Cant believe still can find this on my fb wall

and now what?

who's there for me?

mainly some people i know who will be still around with me five years from now.
Ken, Krys, Kel, Kaili, Ian, Sebi (?), Mark the Ridic, Kay Jen (?), Su Yi

hmmm.wow.so few friends.maybe Roanne will be there too.mm
she's the one person that came so far since last time.been what?5years now since we knew each other.despite her being in Australia. we still constantly talk.quite a waste if this friendship is to be lost

know that ppl i spent time with now, hanging out, texting and what not.i hope that in the future they wouldnt disappear somewhere and not be in touch with me, that kinda thing.hopefully

~~why so emo?!~~
"Mark's in the house", back home in DJ.crazy guy much.~~bald ns dude~~

Little Big Soldier premier last night was the bomb..
LEE HOM and Jackie Chan..
of cuz, duh. most girls watch cuz of LeeHom (:

The tragedy, it seems unending

Church Camp '09

2010-02-10T04:04:00.000+08:00

seemed like a year ago.
wth..it's been almost a year ago..oh well
shots taken with Daniel's D50 ( i think it was, so LONG ago)
March 20th-23rd 2009 ( ithink so)

Rest place
Doing what we do best
Daniel - posing , Me - texting.

At Kampar.
this is ze Rex Cinema

Chopsticks!!

Blur Keith,Clear Sue Zann

His birthday was on the second day
Joshua!!

Samuel

Josh Josh all the way

The musicians for all the session

Taken by Brandon!

the youths there..one two.three.four.five..six
gosh.so lil youths -.-"

Aunty Angie
mother of Joshua and Samuel

Ryan!

Judith in Daniel's (?) cap..Brandon in the background

Sleeping time durin session.great

The eager part to find chicks at the swimming was a FAILURE
for Brendon and Joe

The game where everyone has to be on that tiny piece of surface
Find me!! hahha

Standing on water shot

And it's Brandon on the drums.woahhoo

During drama.yeahh.
he does that..

Preacher top, far left.Preacher's wift.top, far right

Winning team.like Duh!

Third or second?! hmmm

Everyone that went.
kinda small group.
oh well

No one can be more poser than this guy

The food!

Picture perfect.
going to be accountant

Need i say more

gosh..
what a long time ago event.oh look
i still got RedHotNite pics to post too.
see how, when, where i'll post.too lazy.
oh there's the Fallen From Grace production too.christmas 08
wow.outdated..

We're taking shortcuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero

zis week

2010-02-09T08:37:00.002+08:00

been real crazy.

Football -
with Arsenal losing to Manchester United at the Emirates.
losing to Chelsea at Stanford Bridge..
guess there goes the title..
BUT
how in the world does that affect me right?
i mean others will ridicule me and all.
BUT
no big deal.
~~i still play the best football in the school than people who talks so much bout football but still fail badly for no apparent excuse~~
not being a show off but i take facts and put them into words

and Mark the Ridic still talks bout football, weekends only cuz he's in NS.oh well
eh, you should be around, then can go your house
for what?
watch football la!! then what? see Sarah (Mark's sister) meh?
how i know you so horny
WTF?!?
hahaha.jk la bro.you know i so ridic
-.-"

it's weird just listening to football on radio and your heart beats faster and faster.or that's just lame.hmmm
89.9 BFM.nice

Studies -
today.26day, 24books..
pshhh
14books of Math.yes. still 14 from like august -.-"

School -
been pretty routine and all.boring as usual
OHHH
i got screwed by a teacher for helping the chapel team last week
got a telling off by the teacher in front of the whole team
guess i gotta go through audition to be in the team..wow

Radio -
was on Fly Fm yesterday night in a contest called Paparazzi
winner gets Blackberry Curve
on to the next round.could have just taken the hundred bucks
oh well, if i win tonight.i wont wanna go next round.
will take the TWO hundred bucks..hmmmm

i told my friend, winning on radio is f&f.faith and fate
he said greed > faith and fate -.-"
what an equation

ridic betul!

Music -
Mayday Parade
We The Kings
Boys Like Girls
Paramore
Fort Minor
Step Up OST
Glee OST
R&B Trance Hiphop Remix
R&B Trance Clubbin Remix

Full album
in no apparent order of which i love the most and all.but yeahh.those albums are in my phone.which i listen almost 24/7

movie's up.no one to go with though
kinda hate the official unofficial thing.you know what i mean?! gee

oh.im really color blind.i cant different shape some colors -.-"

And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom

Paramore - My Heart

2010-02-09T01:10:00.000+08:00

heard a song on radio earlier.wasnt Paramore's My Heart, but it was 'Turn It Off'..
sounded familiar and the drum beat sounded like Paramore.listen to Paramore enough and you'll understand..like any other band.signature thing.

random much..

live version is awesome..though an old song

This heart, it beats,
beats for only you
(Please don't go now,
please don't fade away)

Keep Holding On

2010-02-04T16:35:00.001+08:00

So far away, wish you were here

and.....

2010-02-02T23:21:00.003+08:00

i realized.everything i do..kinda FAIL!!

studies .. 'nuff said

work..

badminton..nothing to show for..

erm. being a good kid at home..Kinda FAIL in the beginning but have been changing..

games!! computer games..fail..

sports - basketball..couldnt make the school team cuz too NOOB
volleyball..played ONE game in MSSD. and that was it
football.people hate me for something im good at ..FAIL much!

~~hey..im actually good at this~~

oh..and having a girl..FAIL FAIL FAIL! totally..

and some people say "ben, why are you always so positive?"
im like "wth? o.o *stabs myself*"

guess.it all changed when i watched Legion..the movie eyh..
learnt alot. .. like

i go to bed tonight, and i dont wake up in the morning.would i be proud of what i've done on earth?!

and always to 'have faith!!'
..got my man Sebi to always remind me bout that.no matter how bad the situation im in.just have faith! dawg. lotsa ppl dont have faith in everything that i do.sometimes, neither do i.

and the part of having 'patience'..guess i always have it.though in situations where i seriously can burst.i learn to keep my cool.though some ppl think it's lame..
Sebi told me sometimes i gotta let it out on someone -.-"

and friends which i can have now, but cant keep in the long run
was having a convo on msn just now with on of my friend whom i've known for 3years plus.
starting we were close and all.but when work came into my life.been drifting and drifting away.seems like i dont know that person at all anymore

school's tmr.....ohhh..
school totally sucks.
people hate me there . FAIL.
i pissed my teacher for being late to school
Particularly on Mondays, Tuesdays, and Thursday
cuz i wanna skip bm.but FAIL .cant do that
oh, number of books i have left are catching up on the number of days i've got left. go figure.
that makes me go crazy

oh, im color blind too ..damnnn

im going on 19 and still in High School..FAIL!

Fine. i wont be ~~emo~~ that way
be happy instead (:

i stopped using the word emo cuz you said it sounded asian and something something...
emo nemo no more (:

No one else figures out this feeling
And how lonely it can get

Christmas '09

2010-02-01T03:38:00.001+08:00

random pics but it kinda sum up my 09 Christmas

Joshua

Samuel
Childhood friend ^ - Nicholas
(currently studying in Singapore on ASEAN Scholarship)

huh?!

mmhmmm..

biggest joker

Brandon

someone to pinch!! *pinchpinch*

Joanna

Brendon's serious style of playing

what i do best.

biggest poser award goes to Samuel -.-"

Angel on top of the tree

i THINK it is an angel

Biggest poser #2.

Judith.Samuel couz

frosting cake

Snowman!

front view

Know that there are no other two hearts

Closer than ours

why....

2010-01-30T23:40:00.001+08:00

..am i always crapping so much these days
cant stand my jokes? sit down then.. >_>

been re-watching Glee today.
another thing me and Kenneth have in common after he discovered it
episode 6 - Vitamin D .some part of the show has something to do with both of us.LOL!

i bless others cuz im blessed.get it? so if anyone finds out im doing something good.it's cuz others been blessing me in that area
sometimes i do it cuz i WANT to
not cuz i have to

Spent rm38 talking to Kel and Krys last night o.O lol! aussie accent and all.
wth jokes and crap -_-"
erm.May should come NOW! not so long ):

should go and study now....

i've been thinking bout you
and how we used to be

so....

2010-01-30T22:20:00.003+08:00

what's there to update about....(?)
oh, i almost lost my ankle (almost broke and whateveryouwannacallit)
my shin's is probly cracked
oh well.
the price for playing football.how awesome is that?

and now it still hurts after 3days.i cant even run proply
half ~~dead~~..alive (:

oh..someone almost got my leg worse yesterday, lucky for me.or maybe her instinct.
she kicked my other foot..

*studying*
*kicks Benedict's foot*
o.O
*sticks out tongue* walks away..

sounds familiar? no..?

eh, i cant actually listen to music in class.my teacher doesnt mind as long as i dont disturb others.
the other teacher though, complains
pshhhh

Boys like Girls was in Malaysia last night
performed at Bukit Kiara Equastrian Indoor Arena

and no. duh, i wasnt there.
should had gone but no one to go with.

No friends to go with, no hype
No hype, no fun
No fun, no Ben (bs man)

Arsenal - Man u.
Clash of the ~~Titans~~..erm Big Four
Arsene knows, Fergie does.
Arsenal ftw
hopefully man u doesnt win in extra time -__-"
that'll be gay

maybe it's true
that i cant live without you (?)

Vids...

2010-01-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

too bored.
vids here.

Ris Low PHAIL much(?)
SG summore

PCK immitating Ris Low's interview

both vid intro by Kaili..
everytime sure got something to watch when go to Yip's crib
last time was Kailiang intro vids.

Intro-ed by Kenneth.play this in the cc.zzzzz

JIHAD all the way

You dont know me

You dont even care

what you wanna know?

2010-01-27T20:10:00.001+08:00

been quite crazy these days
no idea why
seems like today's yesterday
and
yesterday last week

been caught up with so many things, i dont know how to put it

Primary school

wonder why i changed so much from then.
my attitude.the part where im always noisy.
guess everything changes now and then
friends back then, not even talking right now
what a life

sat for my SAT last sat
torture.

~~i know what im aiming for,~~

~~but God, please gimme a higher score(?):~~

Had Nandos at JayaOne after that.

at last, now i know how to eat
my sis used to cut the chicken meat and all last time -___-"

Monday-
Won 4tickets to watch Little Big Soldier
natural instinct.tell my friend who loves LEE HOM so much
duhh.
dont tell me you would watch it for Jackie Chan

oh and i won Ke$ha's album today. it's titled Animal

anyone wants it?

~~won the tickets and cd while in school~~

wth stuff i keep in my pencil case.just too bored in class
sometimes i dont know why i even bother going to school

10 Things I Hate About ~~You~~ School

1) classes that does not benefit me
2) people who thinks that they are too cool for me
3) people who hate me cuz of im actually good at something
4) rules of clothing
5) cliques
6) people who change their attitude to fit in
7) the damn expensive fees
8) the part where 19 years of age is illegible to play for sports day
9) the days when the person i wanna see in school isnt around
10) when im compared with others

Never try to judge me dude
You dont know what the f*ck i've been through

meh....

2010-01-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

Imma be on the next level
Imma be rockin over that bass treble

what`s love? ♥

2010-01-26T07:49:00.000+08:00

are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing?
and is your voice caught within your chest?
it isnt love, its like.

you can`t keep your eyes
or hands off them, am i right?
it isnt love, its lust.

are you proud and eager to show them off?
it isnt love, its luck.

do you want them because you know they`re there?
it isn`t love, its loneliness.

are you there just cause its what everyone wants?
it isnt love, its loyalty.

do you stay for their confessions of love,
because you don`t wanna hurt them?
it isnt love, its pity.

are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
it isnt love, its charity.

are you there because they kissed you,
or held your hand?
it isnt love, its unconfident.

do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
it isnt love, its friendship.

do you tell them everyday they are the only one you think of?
it isnt love, its a lie.

But do you except their faults because they`re a part of who you are?
Do you see their true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?
Would you give them your heart, your life, your death and stay because a blinding in comprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you?
now thats love.

Where do we all find love?

phail much?!

2010-01-24T18:09:00.001+08:00

Let's make Champagne rain down from the sky
And let's toast to the night

when the time is right..

2010-01-21T00:01:00.002+08:00

happy birthday Jen (:
have an awesome one
see you around soon yeahh..

For the rare and unexpected friend..

Joanna Ling.

on the way Back to NZ to study.oh well,
there goes my texting friend...

have fun there!! (:

far right. that TALL guy.
CHI la ka a.k.a Zhenchi.
long time no see bro

Sorry Ferguson
you wont get what you want

Gonna be an awesome movie
Starring Paul Bettany!!

We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to

oh....

2010-01-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

outing a month ago
used a Nikon D3000

His shot

My shot, his cam

His shot. look at the ice cream!!

My shot, end of meal

At Big Apple, my shot

His shot, using the 50mm lens

other crap

Awesome poster by Adidas, provided by Eg the richkid
he bought the shoes which cost ori rm300++

Zinedine Zidane a.k.a Zizou!
the most awesome French player!

Panda (:
Keychain on my bag

this kuih which is called ____ (er.....)

My neighbor which got married.
wonder why pigs..
in front of the car summore

Wine i drank that night.like 8rounds.
my dad says im underage.~~like wtf?!~~

This is how me and John pray.LOL

Sky

Fountains.
top - between e@curve and Curve
btm - new one at Tropicana City Mall

My racquet
change the grip myself (:

orange, yellow. nice combo

my new best friend.

yeahh.post bout christmas.later.slow slow to upload.
this few days, everything just Phail.
seriously. plus everything's just going wrong
3days to define my year..

well now I'm told that this is life,
and pain is just a simple compromise

randoms

2010-01-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

just randoms pictures
gonna post bout Christmas and wedding dinner
though not that much pics but yeahh.

Choc Craze

Sweet Craze

Love this pic
taken at GetReal camp, 3 Decembers back

Mark's sis. what a sense of humor, apparently it's a family thing.
zzzzz
quite ridic

Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

never knew i needed

2010-01-17T16:26:00.000+08:00

Ne-yo .. best singer songwriter (:

with Cassandra Steen

can tear everytime hear this song :)

Never knew i needed....

Mashups

2010-01-17T15:12:00.000+08:00

all by DJ Earworm

Blame it on the Pop 2009

The Black Eyed Peas - BOOM BOOM POW
Lady Gaga - POKER FACE
Lady Gaga Featuring Colby O'Donis - JUST DANCE
The Black Eyed Peas - I GOTTA FEELING
Taylor Swift - LOVE STORY
Flo Rida - RIGHT ROUND
Jason Mraz - I'M YOURS
Beyonce - SINGLE LADIES (PUT A RING ON IT)
Kanye West - HEARTLESS
The All-American Rejects - GIVES YOU HELL
Taylor Swift - YOU BELONG WITH ME
T.I. Featuring Justin Timberlake - DEAD AND GONE
The Fray - YOU FOUND ME
Kings Of Leon - USE SOMEBODY
Keri Hilson Featuring Kanye West & Ne-Yo - KNOCK YOU DOWN
Jamie Foxx Featuring T-Pain - BLAME IT
Pitbull - I KNOW YOU WANT ME (CALLE OCHO)
T.I. Featuring Rihanna - LIVE YOUR LIFE
Soulja Boy Tell 'em Featuring Sammie - KISS ME THRU THE PHONE
Jay Sean Featuring Lil Wayne - DOWN
Miley Cyrus - THE CLIMB
Drake - BEST I EVER HAD
Kelly Clarkson - MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU
Beyonce - HALO
Katy Perry - HOT N COLD

Viva la Pop 2008

Flo Rida Featuring T-Pain - Low
Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love
Alicia Keys - No One
Lil Wayne Featuring Static Major - Lollipop
Timbaland Featuring OneRepublic - Apologize
Jordin Sparks Duet With Chris Brown - No Air
Sara Bareilles - Love Song
Usher Featuring Young Jeezy - Love in This Club
Chris Brown - With You
Chris Brown - Forever
Ray J & Yung Berg - Sexy Can I
Rihanna - Take a Bow
Coldplay - Viva La Vida
Katy Perry - I Kissed a Girl
T.I. - Whatever You Like
Rihanna - Disturbia
Rihanna - Don't Stop the Music
Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful of Sunshine
Chris Brown Featuring T-Pain - Kiss Kiss
Ne-Yo - Closer
Colbie Caillat - Bubbly
Mariah Carey - Touch My Body
Madonna Featuring Justin Timberlake - 4 Minutes
Pink - So What
Finger Eleven - Paralyzer

2007

Rihanna ft Jay-Z - Umbrella
Gwen Stefani ft Akon - The Sweet Escape
Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry
T-Pain ft Young Joc - Buy You A Drink
Carrie Underwood - Before He Cheats
Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah
Akon ft Snoop Dogg - I Wanna Love You
Nelly Furtado - Say it Right
Fergie ft Ludacris - Glamorus
Akon - Don't Matter
Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend
Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder
Shop Boyz - Party Like A Rockstar
Akon ft Eminem - Smack That
Mims - This Is Why I'm Hot
Daughtry -It's Not Over
Timbaland ft Keri Hilson - The Way I Are
Fergie - Fergalicious
Soulja Boy - Crank That
Timbaland ft Justin Timberlake and Nelly Furtado - Give It To Me
What Goes Around Comes Around - Justin Timberlake
Gym Class Heroes ft Patrick Stump - Cupid's Chokehold
The Fray - How To Save A Life
Daughtry -Home

Crazily nice (:
best one is 2007
oh for those who doesnt like remixs...

You're the best thing

I never knew i needed

ntsatd....

2010-01-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

i need a guitar..

wait..i just realized i DONT know how to play one

i wanna learn piano and drums and singing?

what a get addition to my overflowing listofthingstodo!

that includes.

1) SAT
2) 14 books of math -.-"

been through so much crap this week

man, Ken, one week not around, seems like one month! or more....can't May come already?

and the other person...
you're not around, cant speak to you, can't hear you. hard to get through everyday life

Light up your face with gladness,
Hide ev'ry trace of sadness,
Altho' a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile, what's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

zis week

2010-01-14T21:20:00.002+08:00

almost done with the week
oh fyi. my week starts on Saturday, seriously, ~~freak my SAT btw..gg.com.my~~
it's says in my Phone calender (:

random pics cause i can

School school school
gotta find you /:

My eye is officially becoming like Cable
goshh.

Heh

"The difference between school and and life?
In school, you're given a lesson and then given a test
In life, you're given a test that teaches a lesson" - Tom Bodett

BM class in school gets "better" everytime
i boleh buat muka peluh mata sepet tiap tiap kali cikgu bercakap di depan
muka peluh mata sepet? -.-"

best part of bm is when i text my sister while class is on, super funny. erm. SUPA KELAKA

"Klass, boleh jinaka, tapi tak boleh yang tidah senonoh!"

-.-"

jinaka is Jenaka, get it? the way he pronouns - Ben Liew said "FACEPALM!!"
eh Zhenchi, your CHI la ka, copyright that alright? nanti orang lagi ambil, celaka (:

learnt something, discussion in bm is Discussi.wow eh?
cikgu saya, dia batu masa besar
(direct translation :)

i sorta love bm, but...... WTF! (my dad says it's not a bad word cuz you dont say the F word :)

my worse part of the day on monday, tuesday, and thursday!
i should skip school on those days
yay! i mean saya patut pontong sekolah (:

GG.Sdn.Bhd

Time is going by so much faster

dotdotdotdotdot.....

2010-01-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

4kittens outside my house.
born - sometime on sunday morning, 10 Jan
and somehow until now, the mother cat doesnt wanna relocate

they go RAWRRR!!!

What i have for lunch everyday
eh look, my purple pencil! (:

John (my nephew)
this morning..

dont trust what the shirt says -_-

I love you 'till the end

school and blah ~~

2010-01-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

days passed faster nowadayys. but that depends on which, then it's slower
day 6 in school today.freaking BORING.like seriously.okay.not that bad.got a moment or two.but yeahh.it's boring.bm class today, tmr, and thursday =.-"

besides the fact that im hardly talking or talking at all

"ben, why you so quiet? seems like you're not in school!"

"eh, how do you sleep when the class is so noisy?"

"ben, how do you study? class is so damn noisy!"

gave someone in school Roc Candy today. yeahh.those colorful sweets. from this lab (pic above)
it's nice and yeahh.it's just nice! colored candy, mentos too! totally love the mix one

days are weird without Ken around! like he's gone a month or so.

bought a secondhand handphone for rm250, hopefully can bring the price lower
W850i, got it just cuz it has a radio! (: radio contest here i come

p.s in wake of the churches in Malaysia being persecuted (in one way or another), over a "malay" word, we should all just pray

And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

ehhh...

2010-01-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

i realized we dont have lastest pic of us..wait.we look the same anyway -___-" from last time i mean

in the one month you came back,

we did lotsa stuff. no planning all the way, quite crazy, i bet i 've gotten white hair now

there was more than 5 "overnights". best memories?! or that we just always eat? or GLEE?

first thing you said when you came back, "there's only two constant thing in Malaysia, Ian busy with studies, Ben trying to study."
then i thought, yeah man, i've been stuggling too much all these years.now, told you d, before you next come back, i'll be done with it. PROMISE!

Ben, bros for life wei!
Then what? sister meh? -.-"

in the short time you were back, you thought me HON, yes. life changing experience, thanks man..the times in cc, where we have to wait, the times you paid, the times we overnight and couldnt open our eyes in the morning..~~Vitamin D~~ man! all the way. Red Bull dont help!
the times we sang/screamed songs we like, eg Mayday Parade, Paramore, songs like Watcha say, oh, Glee!that one owns

mamak - qoute the boss as always "takde tidur?" and you insisting i am a smoker..and you were thinking of working there
football - watched any game as long as it's on tube, quite madness, but fun.
futsal with the cousins and their friends, shows that both of us still can connect somehow.remember we used to break off the other team and owned all the way?

siao man. come to think of it. i spent too much money -.-" damn freaking broke!!

anyways, im damn tired to continue.
TC bro.
call me when you're free or something. we'll Hon!

cioaz

your fav current song
-Defying Gravity

oh, all the best for your uni appli too!
gonna miss the Australian way........JK bro (:

It's time to try
Defying gravity

True Colors

2010-01-06T19:02:00.002+08:00

You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realise
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And darkness still inside you
Make you feel so small

But I see your true colors
Shinin' through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow.

Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy,
Can't remember when I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors,
True colors, are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors,
True colors

I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors,
True colors, are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

True Colors (:

Imagine

2010-01-06T17:58:00.001+08:00

Imagine There's No Country
It Isn't Hard To Do
Nothing To Kill Or Die For
And No Religion Too

Imagine All The People
Living Life In Peace(yoouuu)
You May Say I'm A Dreamer

But I'm Not The Only One
I Hope Someday You Will Join Us
In The World We'll Live As One

Imagine No Possession
I Wonder If You Can
No Need For Greed Or Hunger
A Brotherhood Of Man

Imagine All The People
Sharing For The World(Youuuu)

You May Say I'm A Dreamer
But I'm Not The Only One
I Hope Someday You Will Join Us
In The World We'll Live As One

looking back...

2010-01-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

truly been crazily hectic(?)

last few days of '09 been quite madness
first few day of '10 been quite erm, not so enjoyable

5nights of football + staying over with ken in cc + football at mark's place + online watching football
wow, football much.

This says it all

quite alot of food and drink involved..

Sien of spagetti after eating it for every meal for 3days...

Krystin!! bring chocs back from aus PLEASE (:
thank you <3

Sample chocs from my uncle who works in Cadbury
Peppermint chocs! my fav!

part of growing up
knowing you have to bring something to people's place when invited over.
so i brought/bought this!

(top) just random donuts i though they would like
(bottom) after 5mins!!

'10 eve, went to DUMC for watchnight celebration
checked my opponent for the tournament.
Kok Pong -.-"
gg.com.my / nohope.org!
mostly slept durin New Year, i know, cool right?
2nd day of the year
got trashed in the courts, hurt myself (dont know why i even try so hard):
best part of the day : i started the game, *serves*, serve is good..over the net.. BAMMM!!!
all my friend who was watching including me O_O" .no hope d...
lost 21-7, 21-6
KL Champ, Kedah Open Gold Medallist -.-"
what lucky draw i had!

Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!

Arsenal

2009-12-30T18:45:00.000+08:00

i know i go on and on bout Arsenal, but what's there not to say!

came on as a sub

Fabregas curls in a free kick!!
and scores another after being set up by Walcott!

RAWRRRRRR

scores 2goals, coming in as a sub, playing 27mins.
oh, the Fab

And it's Arsenal....

Photoshoot Pictures

2009-12-30T18:29:00.000+08:00

pic from 18 of Dec, kinda overdue but yeahh
most picture i took blur, sucks i know
maybe something im not meant to do - photography

Harpist.
that's what the person's called right?

Dome(?) of Curve

Fish at Ikano

Squirrel!!! ahhh

Fountain outside e@curve

whatcha say?

A lion wont cheat on his wife, but a tiger wood

2009-12-30T17:50:00.002+08:00

Tiger Wood. get it?

sports joke of the century wei

sorry Tiger, just had to do this.

long live the king yo,
I’m from the empire state thats…

Christmas

2009-12-25T01:09:00.002+08:00

it's the time of the year for another..
public holiday! LOL!

but furthermore, it's a symbol of the day Christ was born,
so we Must celebrate!yay!!

LOL. Blitz. cybercafe

Blessed Christmas y'all
have a great one
and dont ever forget why we celebrate it!! (:

Glad tidings to you
Wherever you are

whattheholiday..

2009-12-23T23:57:00.004+08:00

yeah i know.
holiday
study ma ~~( my rear end!)~~
i never did touch my books. gg.com

SO MANY BOOKS.
OMG.
HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW?
how now brown cow.die!

This is what i have been doin (:

"God, i pray, you make the days after Christmas till New Year's eve,
long days,
so that i can study!"
Amen!!!

try meditating to get in shape to study
the snail way

Forget bout that la

Real hopeless

SAT's in a months time, im here in front of the laptop shaking
wei.
havent even got a revision book.
ben too pro.ben5.one of them is lame.
truly really baby (:
quick, the mind of study, come to me!!
whatthefreak

All at once

Tong Yuen

2009-12-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

Tong Yuen, is a festival of..hmmm

er..
hmmm.
crap. i dont know.i just know that you have to eat food, specifically called Tong Yuen or something like that.
oh.
in ginger soup

Used to make the balls and and put coloring when i was younger and when my grandma was living with me
not anymore..
last two years went out with Kenneth and Ian's family for dinner then to Ian's house.
this year. not invited(?) hmmmm.wonder why.. LOL!

Color balls! (:

A cute Pig!!

You never know a good thing until it’s gone

and it's Arsenal...

2009-12-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

we own all the way
we're catching up
Man U and Chelsea, out of the way please!!

The players dance when they cant score

And the Little Brazilian scores a free kick 25yards out
his 3rd 25yards or further goal of the season

Almunia saves Geovanni penalty.
cuz Almunia's awesome!!

the week before

Arsha strike that killed Anfield

I can transform ya
like a transformer

movies and randoms

2009-12-20T04:05:00.003+08:00

went out photo shooting session on friday with Daniel, Brandon, Shanlyn and boyfriend, plus BK
started at Curve where Daniel gave tips on how you use a camera.yes.HOW TO USE ONE

no pics available as i used Dan's Camera, a Nikon D50 (= i like, with 70mm lens

fast forward>>>

dinner at erm where again? oh , Jetty at One Utama
walked from Curve to Ou cuz Cineleisure no more tickets for Avatar, book and got the tix at TGV.

TGV- somewhere a person goes to in time of desperation to watch a movie

watched with BK, 2 and a half hours, bbbuuuttttt, worth it :)

i like BLUE people

Watched Storm Warriors 2 with Brandon, Nicholas and my sis
some random outing cuz my parents not around.so the freedom is there

a Chinese movie makes me feel more Chinese ...after all, im chinese (i think...)

Wind and Cloud..rawrrr
Charlene Choi ;)

randoms
(enlarge if you need to)

Twilight

Girls on dating..
love this

sorry boss, but man u ridic..another 5 :)
arsenal owns

and i sometimes think my students try to kill me
for instant on friday,
"coach, half court singles, you give me 15points kay? okay okay"
*plays*
"eh coach i also wan..!!!"
...
...
...
......
.......
played more than 20rounds of that.
omg! crazy kids
and their not small kids
their all those who can smash and all
kill me anyday

If you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall,
You're never gonna be alone,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

if only i could turn back time

2009-12-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

i would go back to 4months ago when we were at :

awesome time spent with you and the others.
after all, you said we were kinda close but never did spend anytime going out.
not a bad place to start.
technically quite..nvm...

last month..awards night

found out she likes to camwhore (:
oh wow.see the many many pics she took

miss all the time spent with her.
didnt get to take a pic with her during the after party.ahhhh.

memories are so meant to last

proud of me no matter what happens, always there for me.
what else can i ask for.
hopefully we can have more time together

I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know

the week...ends

2009-12-14T13:37:00.003+08:00

woahhhooooo
crazy sunday but i like

tourny in the afternoon
semis
my best result so far

Spell my name wrong again -.-" chi la kaknow what.i suck la okay? :/ just that.ahhizzz..i suck LOL!

watched liverpool vs arsenal with Kenneth and Kai Ping at Ming Tien
two best Arsenal supporters

won
Arsha is ♥ la seriously

walked from Ming Tien to Blitz one
Fifa10 and crap online while Ken got his VCE results, damn pro, 3 hours there
breakfast
CC after that again.Blitz two..HON

whole night.9hrs sial

after playing Hon, Dota is crap (:

DotaHon

back home to watch heroes

i stayed awake the whole time cuz i drank 9cans of Red Bull + 2syrup ais+leong char

free flow sial (:

nice! and plus

1.5L of milo

I don't know if I'll ever make this right
'Cause I am just so broken

what a dayy

2009-12-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

what a ~~gay~~ day!!

tournament, yes! im seriously super unfit.
played first game which was singles.
won 23-21, 21-16..but the opponenet was supposed to be an easy one ( my friend say wan ), but the usual me, gave away too much points and all, plus i just changed my racquets string and grips.so yeahh.diff feel

now the worse part of the day!!

LOST DOUBLES 9-21, 16-21
9.9.9 ~~damn~~ 9 you know WTF!! stupid line calls and all, umpire blind crap, never call when the person served on the line, say re-serve! omg, i was bloody pissed.
but cant do much
didnt lose to a better opponent but lost to one of the opponent's father -.-"

HOW?

first game, he was sitting behind his son, so basically, no line judge, so the smart person became the line judge..
all my shots + my partner shots all in, he call out..that how the 9 happened.WTF WEI!

~~and if my partner brother's friend was there, he will go FML!FML!FML!FML!~~

singles..
won the quarters 21-19,21-17 ( i think, i almost vomited o.o no idea why, but it was during match point! wtf ) , now into semis on sunday.
super GG
gonna play against a pro,
and prize only for 1st and 2nd.ahh why so crappy wan!!!

whole body aching, that what happens when a person dont exercise much.
nuts..

~~sorry bout all the swearing and all, just tired and super pissed cuz of the doubles~~

Every second counts on a clock that’s tickin

Live like we're dying

2009-12-11T09:39:00.000+08:00

was at the wake service of my pastor's wife last night
and the church was fully PACKED. first time i saw the church packed with no place to sit. ( i was standing the whole time -.-" )

and all the people that came, that was her testimony of her life work on earth

went there to pay respect. but ended up as a photographer. great stuff there. cant go for the funeral that on later at 11am

Have fun up there Aunty Betty. you're in a much better place where there are no suffering and sickness

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tournament :/

my game's in an hour and 15mins and im still blogging.whatthefreak la
i dunno la.just tired and all cuz of last night.ahh.hopefully i can do good and all

singles and doubles, burn and push me physically to 1% left end of the day

after that.going badminton :o woahhhh

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away

the only exception

2009-12-11T00:17:00.001+08:00

so you like ____ right?
erm, skip the question kay..

eh, but i know you like _____!
skip statement

(:

you are the only exception

holiday + friends + death + tournament = 5% left of me

2009-12-10T15:10:00.000+08:00

thought the hols would be not that stressful but i guess it is
havent even started studying properly at all, and there's like what?! 3weeks left? omg. What the Heck

one good thing is that Kenneth's back, but schedule tight and all, as im working on the business and ~~procrastinating on my~~ studies
these few weeks got to talk to like everyone im close with again.like AT LAST..
sometimes, it's just depressing that everyone is so far away. ~~and that's why im so EMO~~
got this text yesterday - "wow, they're scattered around the world. It must be lonely without them"
sighzz

two days ago, after my family got back from a getaway to plan and all, we received news that our pastor's wife passed away.
normally, normally, when someone pass away everyone cries, no? this time, everyones glad. cuz she had been suffering and just surviving on sips of water for 18days prior to her death. so yeahh..wake service's tonight.going. but not going for funeral..ahhh

Tournament's tomorrow. am so NOT ready to go for it. am just tired and unfit. chances are i wont even survive the early round.
just came back from sparring session with my partner for doubles and his bro with his friends.
realized i suck. maybe it's exhaustion or i dont know what.but yeahh.gotta so improve it by tmr
gotta cut my hair too
-FML- word of the day from badminton
and i think i know why, my BLOODY eye, not exaggerating much, but yeah.it just sucks

5% left..Paramore's Brand New Eyes blasting in the background
"oh God, help me through this hard week, Amen"

Go and check Chris Brown's Crawl.it's nice

So we'll crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no wind

Iron Man 2

2009-12-08T17:01:00.000+08:00

Cuz it's Marvel-ous (:

oh yeahh.cant wait. can you?
oh nooo...Terrence Howard's not in it
gahhh.

So whenever I stumble let me know

Anywhere But Here

2009-12-06T16:35:00.002+08:00

like the 00:18 part..♥
great song by an awesome band!!

If i fell to pieces,
You'd heal this pain I feel

Art of Love

2009-12-04T02:39:00.001+08:00

How when the going is getting tough
And we’re all about giving up

What are friends?

2009-12-04T02:06:00.004+08:00

what are friends?

who do you consider your friends?
what about close friends?
best friends?

definitions of a friend :

1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.

2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.

3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.

4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.

right now.
i know i've got all 4 covered ( i think) , but sometimes, friends do, sometimes, sometimes, let you down, in one way or another. (cant use the word betray cuz it doesnt really define it)

but yeahh.to me, friends are basically people you can trust with anything,
people you can just rely on no matter what.
knowing that your friends wont let you down in any situation, or at least explain why things happen.

everything happens for a reason

a friend is not seperated by distance or time ( "time and space" says Hiro )
a friend is someone you can talk to bout anything without feeling weird about the topic/subject
a friend is someone you can express what you're feeling inside even though no one else understands
a friend is someone you can call late in the night and talk for an hour and 21 mins, and after that, your mind is cleared.
a friend is someone you cant let down easily and is proud of you for who you are
even though some friends can be let down, they'll still pull you up and support you, and will still proud of you after that.
a friend makes you smile through small things they do

i just love all my friends
and if you think you're one of them,
i just wanna say :

thanks for always being there for me
i hope i would not let you down anyhow
and tell me if i do something wrong, cuz i would really wanna correct them (:

thanks y'all

But I know that you got my back

Food!!

2009-12-02T22:01:00.001+08:00

heh (:

now im hungryyy
rawrrr..

Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too

I'll Stand By You

2009-12-02T21:50:00.001+08:00

:')

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So, if you're mad, get mad!
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
But I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
Don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you (:

Randoms

2009-12-01T01:15:00.000+08:00

random stuffs that i havent been updating/wanna update about again

Cant touch this ♥
ahhh, the beauty of taylor (:

If Taylor Lautner and Taylor Swift marry, they'll both be known as Taylor Lautner

what the crap la!! -_-"

ahhh..DOUCHEBAG!!
Taylor in New Moon
i'll say, the Twilight Saga got it all wrong
Jacob should be the main guy, not Edward
FAIL!
Ninja Assassin
18sg movie
~~Great movie~~ with no story line and crappy CGI
The scary look of Taylor?
Paramore on Galaxie
My former house
after much much renovation by the mega RICH owner

O.O

Fogging in Kayu Ara
The moon on the 25 of Nov from where i sleep

Evening sky 27/11
evening of 28/11
Where the lines overlap
Was thinking bout lots of stuff on my walk back home on Saturday
And when ppl think too much they drink right?? err...
This is what i drink to clear my head..
either i have no money or im just WEIRD!!

Chocs are my addiction
The pile of stars i have left
Ohhh, i've found glowinthedarkstars
gonna get them soon!

oh the goodness of my string (:
goal achieved
of envelopes i received in November
got this note as change a few days back :o

Manja Boy on his birthday
opening his present

Ironic crap
found a Prius in KL
*are Prius really that expensive?*

my so not filling dinner
and the dinner i wanna cook for myself :) mutton mutton black peppered

hols.left back like 4weeks?
gotta find motivation to study, though i dont know where's that

why is DECEMBER here?!
i didnt ask for you yet.
it's too early
RAWRRRRRR

Where is the passion when you need it the most?

Ridic week for Arsenal

2009-11-30T10:00:00.001+08:00

both games at home
A goal by Denilson (second from left) scores a 25yard goal to secure Arsenal place in the Knockout Stages of the Champions League
STUPEFYING!

Kuyt's goal against Everton = -rm5

In between games
Kuyt in my Fantasy team.which i put on the bench, all thanks to Mark
Oh the Ridicness of Mark!

Arsenal - Chelsea

= -rm5
= lost another rm5

wonder why Arsenal defence always cant handle Drogba.not to mention the OG by Vermaelen.

ahhh.RIDICness!

STUPIDFYING

I can't find the words to say

Badminton camp week

2009-11-29T19:50:00.002+08:00

Been two years since i won the "trophy" at the badminton camp
went back last year to help to coach the kids
went back this year to train with my partner for an upcoming tournament.....
...
.....
but was ask to coach last minute.
not that i'm complaining.
as the head coach said, " good training ground for you to be a coach."

The Envelope
This is how he spells my name

didnt get much like last year
but it's better than nothing at all

Was bored so wore all WHITE

My students..ahhhh.the craziness of blue shirts
they look like Malaysia football team

My coach and Shi Qian..
oh the ~~irritating~~ student

"teacher, come, play with me."
teacher this teacher that

Ryan Lim

10 years old, left handed.great player for his age

Wen Joe and Chun Khang

Primary school friend which went for badminton training together
now Secondary school, same school, same class.
some friends are really meant to last

This is a joker in my group
Joon Hong.

quiet but noisy at times
his sister Chiu Yue didnt wanna take a pic so he did instead

#1 and #2 from my group for the mini competition the camp had

Desmond & Daniel
brothers
my best students

Kai Tong

9 year old girl.
Train with the big guys.those guys like 10-14 year old.
lost badly in the competition, but got lotsa points!
Cried and i realize i dont know how to console a person
The racquet up there is her one.i forgot to bring my racquet on tuesday and she lended me her spare one.

but...she asked
"coach, you getting old already ahh? forget to bring racquet!"

Another comment on my phone

"coach, why your phone so old wan?"

sial, got owned by kids

Target for the week was achieve..
break my racquet string so that i can restringed it before the tournament

ahh the tiredness of coaching kids

I think I know
I think I know

What is Sam Worth?

2009-11-29T19:00:00.000+08:00

Sam Worthington!!
realized his face in posters are always in half
wonder why..

Opposite Christian Bale in Terminator Salvation as Marcus Wright
the half machine half human

Jake Sully in Avatar
due to be release in cinemas in December

as Perseus in Clash of the Titans (2010)

Quite a good actor.hopefully will get to see him in more movies (:

It's the return of thee God
Peace God...

new moon?

2009-11-28T22:30:00.002+08:00

i know a joke when i see/watch one.
sat for a joke for 2hours +
~~almost died~~
expression was like -.-" the whole time
but at least the movie did improve from the last time round
bad thing is : Robert and Kristen are still SO SO SO kayu..crap la, the OST of the movie is bad ( i know that cuz im listening to it now )
good thing : TAYLOR LAUTNER..oh yeahh.he's good ..rawrrrr. Muse's I Belong To You

one of the MANY jokes that was in the movie

now, this is a NewMoon (:

I belong to you

planning ahead...

2009-11-28T10:05:00.000+08:00

yo ken!
watch this two movies together kay? lol
december would be filled with fun, nonsense, and more fun with you around...hopefully

hahah.and then there's football
ahh crap.you should come back today not next week!!
nvm la.we can spend all the time together when you're not with her (:
have a save flight back bro.
tc

I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game

Paramore is ♥

2009-11-27T22:40:00.003+08:00

guess no one hardly view this.
only 1664 views now

Acoustic version of Decode
cant put it here cuz the person disabled the embedding thingy

www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Tm8jhUDVjM&feature=fvw

go go (:

and Brick by Boring Brick
credits to Jen who found it and told me bout it

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find

2009-11-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

Astro.. Boy (:

not the boy that does astro -.-"

Synopsis:

Set in futuristic Metro City, Astro Boy is about a young robot with incredible powers created by a brilliant scientist in the image of the son he has lost.

Unable to fulfill the grieving man's expectations, our hero embarks on a journey in search of acceptance, experiencing betrayal and a netherworld of robot gladiators, before he returns to save Metro City and reconcile with the father who had rejected him.

--
i so wanna watch but im sure it's a waste of money cuz it's a remake of a Japanese Manga Series.
and to be truthful, how many remakes is really that Good?

at least there will be voiced by great actors

-Nicholas Cage
-Kirsten Bell
-Charlize Theron
-Freddie Highmore!!

ahh greatt.now i wanna watch.should go and buy the children ticket to save money.after all. im still quite young (:

Every long lost dream
led me to where you are